Yeah I think the title explains itself... I've had strong discussions against my parents lately, I can't stand them anymore, they're so unfair...

Perhaps I'm exagerated, someone may think I just some attention, I like to play the victim or that I like acting "emo". Well then, to those people, I'd like to say that THEY ARE WRONG. I'm going through hard days, I have to keep within me all the anger... if not, I'll end shouting to my parents, and they'll "counterattack" saying I don't respect them. Respect? When they are not respecting me? I keep being treated like a little girl, when I'm actually 19. I just can't deal with it.

Also say that all the "gore" "suicide" "sorrow" pictures I'm doing don't mean that I'm thinking about taking my own life. It's just a way out of my own pain. What I'd love is... to all those true friends... please, lemme know that you're there, that there are gentle hands that will catch me, no matter the deeper I fall.

So... I'd like to thank specially to:

/ , my first best friend in DeviantART

and , two great guys... I owe them too much, they've changed my life for better, and they're there despite of the huge distance between us. They always manage to keep my mood up... always make me smile... and that's something I'd love to thank them for all the eternity ^^

, because I know she worries so much about me. I've found a true friend in her as well.

, another great guy I appreaciate with all my soul.

, another person who changed my life. She's my big british sister! Lately we haven't contacted much, but... I still keep you in my heart, Lucy!

and , two great friends from my country. Me habéis ayudado mucho =3!

, let the bonds of our friendship never die, my dear gryphon!


WARNING: I did not list people by who appreciate more and who less! >X<

Anyway, just wanted to thank you all. If I keep living, if still shines the sparkle of hope within this dark life of mine, is because you all, my friends ^^